I went to a story telling event. I really didn’t want to go but while I was scrolling on TikTok for an undisclosed amount of time I remembered something that stuck with me. “Let yourself sit in the feeling of not wanting to do something, feel those feelings and then do it anyway”.

I’ve never been a fan of holidays as a whole and with the history of it’s true origin being screamed from the rooftops by Indigenous and marginalized groups as a whole every year. The good old American version has truly and rightfully so lost it’s luster.

This past week was thanksgiving and I know it’s been a bit of a minute since I last posted but I have been — it’s no excuse — but I’ve been feeling quite not like myself. There have been a whirlwind of events that have occurred since the last time I wrote here but like I said it’s no excuse. But it’s definitely on brand for sure.